Realization.
So today I woke up thinking it's just another day like any other. I was wrong. today I realized its a day from God and He gave it to ME. A lot of events have been unfolding these past days and I'm finally beginning to make sense of it all. I realized a lot in one short hour. I realized that everything will be OKAY. No matter what I have God on my side and it will be okay. I realized that God has a huge plan for me and all I need to do is trust Him and allow Him to work His way in my life. I realized that I have strayed so far off my path, and that I need to get back on ASAP. I realized that I left God, He is still waiting for me but I left him for worldly things that I do not need. I left my savior for things that don't matter, and it hurts thinking that I did that to someone who loves me so much He gave His only son for me, He let His son die for ME. I realized that I need to grow up and accept that I messed up and that I need to fix it myself. One short hour and a lot of realization. I also remembered a lot. I remembered when I used to be the one push the whole family out of the house to be at church on time. I remembered when every monday I went to teens night with all the teenagers from church and we would pray for hours on end and never want it to end. I remembered when I got baptized. I remembered how it feels to know that God is here with you and to feel His presence, and I want that feeling every hour of every day for the rest of my life. I remembered how God showed me he was there, how I knew the words to a song that sang His praise when I never heard the song but sure enough I was singing the song. All these beautiful experiences that go on and on and on and on, and to think I was going to give it up for NOTHING. Realization for me and realizing how God can change you in a spit second, how He can turn your heart from stone to being open to Him, and how God has a plan for you no matter who you are what you have done all you have to do is BELIEVE in Him and He will bless you with an amazing life. God bless you all.!
- Naomi Daiana
